I know just about enough to be miserable, and not enough to do anything about it.
Ever feel like that?
Last night I listened to a mystic on Gaia TV talk about how our mind can, well, just about do anything! Cure cancer! That’s the biggie. If this is so, why isn’t everybody trying to do this? Everybody with cancer that is.
Now I feel like, if I should get cancer, it will be my own fault if I can’t figure out how to get my mind right to cure it! That’s creating some anxiety for me. Isn’t this why we are leaning on big Pharma and their “beautiful” array of pills to pop and vaccinations? We don’t have to do anything, really, do we? Roll up the sleeve. “Have at it!”
I don’t want all this power over my health in the hands of the money mongers, yet, can I trust myself to do what’s best? Here we see that belief and faith is where the rubber hits the road!
This morning I listened to a podcast by Kyle Cease. Do you know him? I think he used to be a comedian. He’s hardly a bit funny in his new career as ascension guide. But, he is very compelling. In fact, he talked me right into a depressive state, where I am now sitting, and plan to do so for a couple of more days. Talk about a motivational speaker!
Kyle was helping me see that something positive really is going on! It’s just that we feel so damn bad that we can’t tell. There is no one out in the streets carrying on, carrying signs, protesting, or demanding anything, because they are all inside crying in their beer. And, that’s a good thing.
The good thing is this. You are going inside. Inside is where it is all happening. The alchemy, the release of negativity. I thought we needed to go somewhere, but we don’t—we just need to be in Nowheresville, for awhile anyway.
At least as long as it takes for the ego is do a little dissolving. A little more identity stripping, just a bit more surrender. And by “a bit,” I mean completely. I mean, naked.
My question is this? If we don’t need that ego, and that subconscious programming to help us to survive as bio beings, then why do we have them?
Spiritual beings having a human experience is my “go to.” Thank you Unity teachings. Honoring both aspects of ourselves. Honoring spirit…
Can we make up our mind who and what we are so we can get what we REALLY need to get through all of this? And, I speak of the culture here. Charles Eisenstein and Benjamin Life are currently addressing the “creation” of culture, if that is even possible, one that supports such things as spirit and integrity and creativity.
Life: “You’re trying to exit a matrix into something that is yet to be born.”
Nowheresville
The problem for me, is that I am looking for consensus. Like that’s going to happen.
Alright, now I’m listening to Clif High on Substack, and he’s talking about how our brain, or antennae, is being given an upgrade, in the form of light, to make us more psychic and intuitive. We are getting a download from the universe, perhaps through the sun, which makes sense, considering all the light, right?
This is sort of promising. I like that. But the caveat, is that this upgrade “feels funny,” and we might think something is wrong with us. And, if we go to a Doctor, they will probably confirm it!
One step forward, two steps back.
“We are getting a lot of people thinking about the Roman Empire,” according to Clif. From where I sit in Nowheresville, I actually have thought of the Roman Empire in the last month. Geesch…What’s that about?
What’s it all mean? Something is being synchronized in the collective, says Clif.
“Why?”
That’s the bugaboo about being human. Just know enough to be miserable, not enough to do anything about it.
It’s going to get a “helluvalot better in 2024.”
Ok then, thanks Clif. I can now find my way out of Nowheresville.
If I only knew where I was going.
Speaks perfectly to the extreme malaise/lassitude I'm feeling today!
Action feels impossible in this state.